I lie here tonight exhausted, yet feel that I must pause to reflect on my gratitude, as has become my weekly Friday ritual.
I suppose the thing that I am most grateful for this week are those people who are in my life who care enough about me to tell me the truth, regardless of whether or not it is what I want to hear. I am so fortunate to have several special friends who aren’t afraid to tell me exactly what they are thinking. And so it is tonight, in the stillness and quietness of this house that I express my gratitude for the blessing of honest and true friends.
I’ve been living a roller coaster of emotions the last week or so. Those of you who know me well, know exactly what I’m talking about, those who don’t can thank their lucky stars that they haven’t been privy to such private details of my life. Even with the roller coaster moments, there is a bit of peace inside me, as each day I grow a little more into the person I am.
I’m grateful for my counselor, who, even though perhaps really difficult for her, spoke the truth very strongly yesterday.
Here’s my confession. This week has been difficult for me on many levels. I just keep trusting that things are going to get better. I’m grateful for the openness that parker and I have shared.
I also confess this is a sloppy blog. I plan to return to blooging soon. Thank you for being so faithful to read it
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Sometimes, you just have to take time for yourself and rest and let inner thoughts and feeling sort of "steep", you know? Don't write your blog because you feel pressured to, write because you're compelled to. We're there for you. I know how tough this all is. Love ya!
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