"Smile. God loves you." said the guest priest last Sunday. "Do you believe that-REALLY believe that?" he continued. Certainly, it is a point worth pondering, and, if we truly believe it, most definitely a reason for gratitude. I don't recall a time in which I didn't, on some level, believe and accept that God loves me. It is one of those huge things we discount or even take for granted. Where would we be without the peace that comes with such love?
I'm grateful for another week. Though the week was difficult on several personal levels for me, I've endured. On more than one occasion this week, I felt as though I had hit my brick wall again. From past experiences, I know that these bumps along the road are just bumps towards progress. I have the blessing of friends who remind me constantly just how blessed I am.
Most importantly, as I look at the things for which I am most grateful this week, I have to look at where I was a year ago. A year ago, I was so riddled with anxiety, depression, and fear that I wanted to no longer be alive. What an amazing difference a year makes. I have not fully arrived at the place of peace, but I know that I am well on my way. The last years’ journey of getting to know myself has been the most wonderful experience of my life.
Here’s my confession: Each day is a blessing. The adventure may include bumps along the way, but those bumps are reasons for gratitude. I’ve learned along the way that it is very seldom the “things” in my life for which I am grateful, though I am certainly grateful for my physical and material blessings, but I’m much more grateful for the people in my life. I don’t have a large circle of friends, and that’s ok. I have a few wonderful people in my life I know I can count on for anything I need. And, truly, who could possibly ask for more? My heart overflows with gratitude. And, yes, I’m smiling because I know God loves me.
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I love you, too...
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