Tonight as I contemplate the things about which I am most grateful, I realize that this has been a tremendous week and that I have so many blessings for which to be thankful.
So many changes are happening in my life right now. There are many blessings that music is bringing into my life. I would have never dreamed after I graduated with my degree in music that I would actually find enjoyment later in life. After graduating, music had lost much of its passion. Years of analyzing chords, studying the history of music, singing in various choirs, supposedly learning correct vocal techniques and having theories pounded into my head had robbed me of the beauty that is music. Since I began accompanying for church a little over two years ago, I’ve begun to grow in so many ways as a musician. And, in the two months since I joined the Magic City Choral Society, I’ve discovered the hidden beauty in singing that I had long forgotten. In addition, I’m awed by the friendships I’m forging through my involvement with this group.
Also this week, I’ve been reminded of many wonderful memories of my college days after looking through photos that friends have been sharing on facebook. Many of us have been reminded of memories long forgotten and have enjoyed reminiscing about those days gone by, and the beauty of our young adulthood and lasting relationships.
My new relationship with Lane continues to be a point of gratitude for me. Although it’s only been a few weeks, it seems like much longer. Each new day shows us new commonalities, new connections and a hope for the future. These new feelings are so amazing. I’m grateful for the love and gifts he is bringing into my life. I’m grateful for the love and support of my dear friends, and I’m so anxious to share with them this very happy part of my life.
Here’s my confession: Despite a whirlwind of emotional highs and lows these last few weeks, I am full of gratitude for each of the blessings in my life. Just being alive to experience these new experiences is amazing to me. Life isn’t perfect, but it’s pretty damn good. I’m so grateful for the people who are in my life and who encourage me each and every day. I’m grateful for laughter and tears. I’m grateful to be alive, to be the person I am today, and, while I’m certainly trying to live in the Now, I can’t help looking into a future that looks bright and beautiful. It’s a future full of hope and dreams, and I can’t imagine asking for anything more.
Friday, October 17, 2008
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