ASKING HIM TO CHANGE HIS WAYS

Hello Self,
It is time we have a little talk. The first eight months of this year have been an adventure, to say the least. There has been love, heartbreak, joy, and sorrow. There have been moments of laughter and a fair amount of tears. It is time to get back on track, or may e get on track for the first time.

It is time to identify areas of life that need improvement. Three areas I am identifying as being in most need of work are: my body, my spirit and my time. Before I am able to move forward, I have to focus on learning to love my body, myself, being in tune with my spirit and the spirit of the higher power. Furthermore, I must be a better steward of my time. This means that I must focus on getting enough rest, being more punctual, and to devote deliberate time to the music, reading and other artistic endeavors.

I must make myself become disciplined in regards to a workout routine, ridding my body of unhealthy foods and habits. Starting off slowly and steadily, but deliberately and with focus. Taking care of the "temple", as it were, is a top priority, and has a spiraling effect on the other areas of my life lacking focus. I have to focus on making sure That my body is well-rested. Taking care of the temple spills over into my relationships with other people, my overall happiness and well-being and with how I see myself.

Spiritually, I will focus on the disciplines of meditation and centering prayer. I must learn to be content and at peace with the blessings I already have, and learn to not focus on what I do not have. When speaking in terms of taking control of my spiritual life-I am not necessarily focusing on a particular creed or doctrine, but rather my spirituality as a whole. I find much comfort in all the ancient teachings of the Buddha, The Christ and other spiritual teachers. Meditation, Yoga, Prayer and writing letters to God will be partners on my spiritual journey.

Time Management is essential to each and every thing I write about here. I need to devote more time to developing my skills as a musician, my writing of this blog and developing interests such as crochet, reading (something I do not enjoy, but feel a need to develop) and making my life as organized as possible without being overwhelmed.

Here's my confession: I am tired of not being happy with the man in the mirror. I'm tired of just floating through life. Now is the time to make those changes. Now is the time to let peace transform my life, to discover what matters. It is time to focus on reconciliation-first with myself, then with other from which there is a sense of estrangement, a lack of closure, any sense of "unfinished business". I'm starting with the man in the mirror, and I'm asking him to change his ways...